You can do way more then you allow yourself too.
Stop judging yourself.
G-d is on your side and has major plans for you; G-d plans on giving you a land flowing with milk and honey.
G-d is with you.
“If the Lord desires us, He will bring us to this land and give it to us” (Numbers 14:8).
Please don't stop the blessings from coming your way!
Have you ever noticed that the bottleneck is always at the top of the bottle? The blockage is often us blocking ourselves.
The Jewish people were poised to enter the land of Israel. By not believing that they can, they stopped themselves from being able to enter and acquire the land.
Is there something you could, or should, be doing but you stop yourself? Ask a friend to help you identify what it is that is stopping you and start believing in yourself.
If the issue is one that needs professional help, e.g. spiritual, health (physical or mental), legal etc., seek professional guidance from a professional in that field. Reach out!
But know the blessings are coming your way, we just need to figure out how to not block it.
Have a blessed Shabbos,
Rabbi Kushi Schusterman